I had a day off from work today.
I went to work for a while anyway.
I had plans of working more after I arrived at home.
I brewed some coffee.
I clicked on the TEDxIND live feed and absorbed.
I found myself clicking through and editing my own family photos.
I ended up gravitating toward some images I made and intuitively began working on this:
It isn't impressive.
It isn't special or different.
However, it was the perfect thing to do while keeping up with something happening in real time that I wasn't fortunate enough to physically be involved in.
I did throw some food in the crock pot for dinner.
I didn't do the laundry.
I didn't sweep the floor.
I didn't even drink all the coffee in my press.
I did eat lunch which is something I don't get to do when it is a working day.
And, it was even leftovers.
I didn't walk the dog.
I didn't iron the 80 pounds of clean clothes mocking me behind my back.
I didn't do the dishes.
I did make this:
a product of a walk Hayes and I took yesterday on the heels of a short Indian Summer.
I feel as though I stole this day.
Stole it away from the things I was supposed to do.
Should have done.
I deserve some time, right?
Why do I have to feel so guilty over it, though?
Oh $h!+. I am late for my appointment.


3 comments:
You did a LOT today!
I Loooove the work! How did you take that first picture? Whoa!
And I just love the second creation. So fall and so you!
Love it! love it!
Thank you, Sister!!! I'll tell you all about that first image next time we chat! :)
Sometimes when life is going so fast all of the time it is really nerve wracking when it slows down for a day. While you are having a busy day your mind is always on to the next task before the other can be finished, thus leading to a slow day when you know you must be forgetting something that is important. Truth is, you had a relaxed day, you made beautiful work, and you got to take time to slow down and enjoy some of the memories you are creating with your family! Never feel guilty for that, the laundry will still be there tomorrow.
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